My birthday is coming up on the 24th. I need nothing and I want nothing. Gonna have a quiet day - which, by the way, would be a normal day anyway.
Maybe play a little HALO - - smile
BUT I am going to sound mean spirited now.
My daughter's birthday is the 23rd. Cool.... But so is my real brothers. I have no wish to say happy b'day to him at all. It has been 4 years 8 months since I came out of the hospital after having the heart attack and my intestines removed.
In all that time he has never asked me once how I was doing, NOT ONE FUCKING TIME. I get it, I have nothing he needs and since our sister has died, nothing even close to something resembling a relationship. In the beginning I called him twice to just talk but nothing out of him since. I understand he lives in Ohio - I mean that is so far away and all but c'mon not even a Facebook message or a text, or a tweet. Jesus have mercy on me.
I'm sorry I just can't be a good enough christian to let it slide.
Oh well. So much for being a nice guy.............
I get it also that the above sounds clipped when you read it but I just don't feel like making it smoother..
Maybe play a little HALO - - smile
BUT I am going to sound mean spirited now.
My daughter's birthday is the 23rd. Cool.... But so is my real brothers. I have no wish to say happy b'day to him at all. It has been 4 years 8 months since I came out of the hospital after having the heart attack and my intestines removed.
In all that time he has never asked me once how I was doing, NOT ONE FUCKING TIME. I get it, I have nothing he needs and since our sister has died, nothing even close to something resembling a relationship. In the beginning I called him twice to just talk but nothing out of him since. I understand he lives in Ohio - I mean that is so far away and all but c'mon not even a Facebook message or a text, or a tweet. Jesus have mercy on me.
I'm sorry I just can't be a good enough christian to let it slide.
Oh well. So much for being a nice guy.............
I get it also that the above sounds clipped when you read it but I just don't feel like making it smoother..
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